Solitude and loneliness is my daily lot
But I hate it
Want to be wanted
Desire to be desired
Love to be loved
It’s lonely being a guy
Having to chase the girl
Do all the hard work
Give, but never receive
Pay for everything
While she rides along sucking your blood
Are there girls out there who care?
Who can give of themselves without seeking something in return?
Who can love me and desire me
As much as I desire her?
Kiss me out of the blue for no other reason
Than that she loves me?
It’s been so long since
I felt someone really cared for me
I’ve almost forgotten how to be loved
How to accept kindness and tenderness
How to be okay with receiving love
Without feeling guilty or the need to reciprocate