Silence, once again

A quiet knife twisting in my side

Like a flame in my heart increasing my pain

Hurt, then anger in my mind perpetually abide

 

WHY?

FOR FUCKS SAKE YOU BITCH

WHY?

I THINK YOU’RE TRASH, JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF KITSCH

 

I lay me down, bleeding inside

Resentment building up like a wave offshore

Soon, like a tsunami, I will approach the beach

Then my rage will destroy every window, house, and impenetrable door

 

Ok

Forget the sweet words

Forget the attempts at kindness

Forget positive thoughts of you

Forget forgiveness and letting go

 

FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU